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This is one of those posts I wanted to write because I am a person who is constantly bullied by many people.
I would estimate throughout my life I have been bullied by over a million people either online or in person.
I would say I am the ultimate bully magnet, where I am attracted to bullies.
People have been bullying me since I was born. I remember the times I was bullied in preschool where I was teased, hit, stuff taken from me, and just outright ignored from other students and staff.
I remember the times I was bullied in kindergarten. No one to play with me, other kids would tease and hit me, and I got to spend plenty of time by myself in timeout.
I remember the times I was bullied in elementary school, the teasing got worse, I was constantly hit and abused on by other kids. The teachers and staff would do nothing to stop it, and I got to spend plenty of time by myself all alone and drawing my roads.
I remember the times I was bullied in Middle School. Other kids teasing me and calling me names, being punched and kicked, being abused, other kids accusing me of false accusations, and teachers and staff doing nothing to stop it.
I remember the times I was bullied in high school. The teasing from other kids was off the charts extreme. Many kids called me names, and I was hit, kicked, and punched by several kids. I got to spend a lot of time by myself with no one to talk to.
And I remember the times I was bullied at home. Other siblings calling me names, punching me, kicking me, doing bad things like spiking my food with hot sauce, and my father and stepmother would do nothing to stop it. I would scream for help when I was being abused by other siblings, but I would be punished by spending a lot of time in my bedroom by myself while the other siblings got a slap on the wrist.
I was constantly bullied thousands of times at home, at school, and out in public by a lot of people. Heck, I remember the times I had to run for my life down the street so I would not be beaten up.
And the amount of time I got to spend in the bedroom by myself racked up to thousands and thousands of hours and multiple days throughout my childhood.
I want to say, being bullied and abused throughout anyone’s childhood is going to affect that person’s mental health for the rest of their lives.
And I still think about the times I was bullied as a kid quite a bit. And sadly, the bullying did not stop after I graduated high school, it just got worse.
I was constantly bullied in multiple places throughout the workforce. It seems like just about every coworker in the multiple jobs I have held has been bullying me. Everything from calling me names, teasing me, and yes even hitting me. It seems like multiple people in workplaces do not want to see me around so they bully me constantly to get me out.
And the bullying has gotten to the extreme in the online world. I have been bullied by hundreds of thousands of people on the internet. Everything from AI photos, calling me names, threatening me with my life, and anything else under the sun. It has happened to me.
This is why I cannot trust anybody.
Because I have had thousands of people throughout my life who I thought I could trust, then those people turn on me and bully me.
This is why I like to live by myself and have time to unwind by myself everyday. Because having family or roommates around will end with the police being called and people going to jail.
So people are wondering why I finally decided to turn off the comments on my social media posts. And the constant bullying is the reason why.
Several years ago, I allowed comments on my Geek Alabama website. But eventually the comments turned all negative with insults, hate, and bigotry. All the comments were bullying against me. So the folks at WordPress helped me to turn off the comments on the website. This is why every article ends with sorry, you can’t comment.
Now I’m doing the same thing with social media content. Because I have noticed just about every comment is either insults, hate, or bigotry against me. The masses have decided to bully me on social media, and I have decided enough.
So every post I post on most social media platforms now will not allow any comments. You could still like and share, but you cannot leave a comment.
I always tell people the reason why I am constantly bullied is because of three things. My weight, my disability, and my viewpoints.
And it’s sad to see society go low and see millions of people bully me.
This is why I spend a lot of my time by myself.
I have no close friends whatsoever.
I have no close family whatsoever.
I have no one close to me whatsoever.
I am basically on my own in life.
And it shouldn’t be like that, but it is.
I expect I will continue to be bullied by millions of people around the world, because I am the ultimate bully attraction. I am attracted to being bullied, no one should have to say that in their lives. But I get to say that.
And before I wrap up, because of all the bullying, yes I have thought about ending it all multiple times throughout my life. Because when you have no one close you can turn to, and you’re all by yourself, that is sometimes the only thing you can think about. And it almost seems like you’ve got nothing to lose.
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